That is the question.The on themost Or should he #children But only in I saw him remain a waitress in a hotel restaurant of a provincial and he would never see her again. refrain from Did he want her to come or did he not? xixitiao the court- He looked out over the courtyard at the opposite walls, ecling an answer. He kept recalling her lying on his bed;she reminded him of one in his former life.She was neith She was a child whom he had take approaching her?Then she small hd been daubed with pitcha bed She fell asleep.He kne She breath quickened and she his face to hers and whi Afer a while he felt he unconsciously to m of her fever and breath nor wife. the intimacy of her bo been with him for many dear feeling that he wou down beside her and wanl nto the pillow beside her he Now he was standing at nt to account.What could it f to him? as it love?The feeling of wantin exaggerated:he had seen her only simply the hysteria of a man who otitude for love,felt the self-deluding conscious was so cowardly that the best pa or its little comedy was this miserable pro- actically no chance at all to enter his life! e courtyard at the dirty walls,he real- er it was hysteria or love.